Please, Don't Kill My Vibe(Quick Update)

I am officially not a sugar baby, anymore. I have been working for the last six months. I do not like it, but my bills are getting paid. Everything is going ok without the sugar life. I just have to remind myself, I do not need to be apart of that world. I can make it on my own. My life is good right now. I am on the path to be the healthy me, I was before it all. I am also thinking about a career change, which means I'm headed back to school, or Hollywood! Lol. We'll see. I continue to communicate with NOLA. We saw one another this past June, when he flew me to Vegas, and met me there for my birthday. I had a good time. However, I have been going to church, and trying to get my life a bit more stable, on the "straight and narrow". So, I deleted my sugar baby accounts, and I'm trying to find any other accounts that I might have missed. "I am not going to lie, it was hard leaving the sugar world. Every so often, I have thoughts of relapsing. Lol. Don't laugh! Omg! It is crazy that I think that way, but the life of a sb is addicting." ~Sabie Back to NOLA... We still talk, as I stated above, and I was supposed to see him today, but something came up. The thing with NOLA is, I do not see him as a sugar daddy. He is not a sugar daddy. He is a friend, and a confidant. In fact, if he did not care about what people think, I would not mind being in a committed relationship with him. I know that sounds crazy, right?! At any rate, I have been on a few regular dates, and they were all average. Of course, I have not found a guy as of now. Nothing compares when one has lived the sugar life, and that was a minimal/basic sugar life. However, I try to realize that every guy will not have everything. I mean, what I want is love, not sugar. Ultimately, that is the only thing I ever wanted, a guy by my side. Until next time! XOXO Sabie

Past, Pass, Bust?

Case of the Ex
 

      Soooo, my ex and I have been texting all day! Four years after our break-up, we're highly considering getting back together! I'm hesitant because I love the sugar lifestyle! However, should I sacrifice true love for a little sugar? Indeed, right now, I'm not a top notch sugar baby. So, I really don't think the sugar is worth it, but I'm addicted!

Update on POTs

     Mr. Casino canceled on me because of my refusal to send nudie pics. Oh, well, on to the next. So, I met up with Mr. Audi, from Chicago. He tries to get it in, and of course I decline! It's the first date mr! So, he says he has an emergency at work, and has to go and see about it. He gave me $40 to eat lunch alone. I felt so unwanted, and cheap. Btw, I haven't heard from him since Friday, our date day. :/ Bye bye Audi?

     He's trying to set something set up before or right after Xmas! Most importantly, he's looking into tickets for the Norte Dame, his alma mater, football game in Miami! I'll be more than pleased with either trip! I just want to escape for a few days, at least.