Please, Don't Kill My Vibe(Quick Update)

I am officially not a sugar baby, anymore. I have been working for the last six months. I do not like it, but my bills are getting paid. Everything is going ok without the sugar life. I just have to remind myself, I do not need to be apart of that world. I can make it on my own. My life is good right now. I am on the path to be the healthy me, I was before it all. I am also thinking about a career change, which means I'm headed back to school, or Hollywood! Lol. We'll see. I continue to communicate with NOLA. We saw one another this past June, when he flew me to Vegas, and met me there for my birthday. I had a good time. However, I have been going to church, and trying to get my life a bit more stable, on the "straight and narrow". So, I deleted my sugar baby accounts, and I'm trying to find any other accounts that I might have missed. "I am not going to lie, it was hard leaving the sugar world. Every so often, I have thoughts of relapsing. Lol. Don't laugh! Omg! It is crazy that I think that way, but the life of a sb is addicting." ~Sabie Back to NOLA... We still talk, as I stated above, and I was supposed to see him today, but something came up. The thing with NOLA is, I do not see him as a sugar daddy. He is not a sugar daddy. He is a friend, and a confidant. In fact, if he did not care about what people think, I would not mind being in a committed relationship with him. I know that sounds crazy, right?! At any rate, I have been on a few regular dates, and they were all average. Of course, I have not found a guy as of now. Nothing compares when one has lived the sugar life, and that was a minimal/basic sugar life. However, I try to realize that every guy will not have everything. I mean, what I want is love, not sugar. Ultimately, that is the only thing I ever wanted, a guy by my side. Until next time! XOXO Sabie

Gambling on Change!

My Profile Changes

 

     Sorry, if I confused those following this blog!!! I had to change a few things on my profile because I left my phone out, and I think someone might have seen my blog. I am not ashamed of this blog, but I would not like certain people(Father, Sds, POTs, etc.) to see.

My Work Life

     I am still jobless. However, one of my SDs kind of offered me a job. The job will not be available until next year. So, I still need something in the meantime. Besides, we might not be in contact next year! I've been checking into different certifications that will help me with my search. I also went on an application spree yesterday, and I'm hoping something comes through! I have been home for four months, and I am sick to my stomach not being able to use my degree!

POTs

     So, since I posted last week, I have chatted with six different POTs!!! I am assuming that out of them all, I will probably actively pursue two! I've exchanged numbers with four of them. So far, only three of the four has had time to talk. I have a date this Thursday with one of them, Mr. Casino, at a casino. Lol. He is hoping I'll be his good luck charm, and I'm hoping I'll get lucky as well! ;) (I'm actually texting him, and Mr. Impatient, as I type this!) Jaja!

     Mr. Impatient just asked for nude photos! My response, "No, way, buddy!" Wth?! We've literally just exchanged numbers a few days ago!! I just asked him if that was a dealbreaker, and he said no. However, he also asked what does my free time look like! Hmmm, I'll have to be careful with him.

     At any rate, I don't have any other dates confirmed as of now! We'll see how things go with Mr. Casino. He seems sweet, but he's an older guy. Yea, most are, but I'm not used to them looking as old! Hehe. Until next time!!!

Flying First Class...

...Up in the sky

      So, I arrived in NOLA yesterday afternoon. I wasn't in first class, but that would've been nice. Right?! Lol. Just as a warning, this post will be a bit short. Lol. I'm in NOLA until Sat., with my best sd! So, I told him about my crappy Android phone, and he got me an iPhone! Ok, so, it's not the iphone5, but I didn't want to push my luck or seem ungrateful. Also, early on, he gave me a few hundred dollars for, "pocket change," right after my flight landed here. I got a mani pedi, workout clothing, and a pair of SHOES! 

     So, my Nike comfort footbed flip flops broke! These aren't inexpensive sandals! I was oh so surprised when this happened in the MALL! Good thing I was in there when it happened. (He dropped me off, and went to handle business with work.)

     All is going well, thus far. I can tell he's thinking about intimacy. It's that time of the month for me. So,  I don't have to worry about an excuse this time. Besides, he's a good looking guy. So, I'll probably be ok when the time comes.

I'll update this post after I return home! Happy weekend!

P.S. Lil Wayne was literally a few blocks(about 25mins) away from where I was getting my nails done! I would've loved to get a pic, at least!