NYC and Sugar Update

NYC: So, nothing is booked yet, but he maintains that it will happen. He supposedly has work up there, and will be traveling their this month for it. I met him in Chicago last month. It was a good time. I met in downtown, and he noticed I did not have on any outerwear in the windy city. So, we went to find me something. We ended up deciding on a North Face vest.(I later exchanged it for a jacket. Lol.) The next day we drove to the city of his alma mater. It was refreshing to be in a college town. I'm missing that life, and I think he is as well.

Sugar: I had deleted all of my profiles, and was not going to dip anymore. However, I visited an old college friend, who never left the game, and became intrigued again. Aaaaah! Why can't I just be done! It's just something about older men that attracts me. Just signed up moments ago, and I already have a potential mate in mind! ~going where the wind takes me~

Just the Two of US...

NOLA So, we're going to NY!!! Well, supposedly, we are. I am not confirming it until, the flight is booked! He wants to go to a Giants game, and I just want to go to NY! So, he said he is going to set everything up for early October. However, what about September? Haha! We were supposed to go to San Francisco. I know he a busy guy, but um.... Lol. At any rate, I began this post because I am endeavoring on a complete lifestyle change! I have been so unhealthy since moving back home, over a year ago now! Of course, I would like to get back to the weight I was then, but I also wanted to put healthy habits in place that will last forever, and not just until I have another depressive bout. In addition, I cannot go to New York feeling so sluggish!!! Lol.

Please, Don't Kill My Vibe(Quick Update)

I am officially not a sugar baby, anymore. I have been working for the last six months. I do not like it, but my bills are getting paid. Everything is going ok without the sugar life. I just have to remind myself, I do not need to be apart of that world. I can make it on my own. My life is good right now. I am on the path to be the healthy me, I was before it all. I am also thinking about a career change, which means I'm headed back to school, or Hollywood! Lol. We'll see. I continue to communicate with NOLA. We saw one another this past June, when he flew me to Vegas, and met me there for my birthday. I had a good time. However, I have been going to church, and trying to get my life a bit more stable, on the "straight and narrow". So, I deleted my sugar baby accounts, and I'm trying to find any other accounts that I might have missed. "I am not going to lie, it was hard leaving the sugar world. Every so often, I have thoughts of relapsing. Lol. Don't laugh! Omg! It is crazy that I think that way, but the life of a sb is addicting." ~Sabie Back to NOLA... We still talk, as I stated above, and I was supposed to see him today, but something came up. The thing with NOLA is, I do not see him as a sugar daddy. He is not a sugar daddy. He is a friend, and a confidant. In fact, if he did not care about what people think, I would not mind being in a committed relationship with him. I know that sounds crazy, right?! At any rate, I have been on a few regular dates, and they were all average. Of course, I have not found a guy as of now. Nothing compares when one has lived the sugar life, and that was a minimal/basic sugar life. However, I try to realize that every guy will not have everything. I mean, what I want is love, not sugar. Ultimately, that is the only thing I ever wanted, a guy by my side. Until next time! XOXO Sabie

Es 2013!!!!

Career Status

I think I definitely have a job! I was told I'd hear something good in the next week! Also, I have a friend who works at a nice place that happens to be looking for employees! I'm ready! :) J O B, word of the day until I'm hired! :)

POTs Status



So, I decided to forgo developing anything with me 2012 POTs. I also took a break (two weeks), away from the SD sites. I was too frustrated with NOLA, and Mr. Chicago to do any hunting.

I'd gotten quite a few messages from all three SD sites while in break. Now, I currently have three new POTs! Hopefully, arrangements with the POTs will be set up soon!

NOLA

I think we're officially done! He hasn't called, texted, emailed since we last discuss him sending me money for "Xmas". I haven't either because I will not chase a SD! On to the next!

Lerner

He's not really a confirmed SD, but I'm looking forward to forming some arrangement with him. I haven't talked to him since our date last week. I'm hoping he's just busy. :/

***I can feel that good things await me this year!