Full Speed Ahead

NOLA Update: So, my phone is going out! Ugh! I explain this to NOLA, and he sends me money to get a new one. Well, another issue presented itself. I think I need new tires... So, now, I do not want to spend hundreds of dollars on a new phone when I need an entire set of tires.. What to do? I think I will purchase the tires, and get the new phone when I get paid next week?

NYC: I don't know. NOLA pushed it back to the second week of December. So, my hopes about that are low... SD Sitings: So, I have been getting very little responses from sd4me, and SA. (I'm taking extreme pride in being a plus size sb, and have displayed myself according on my profiles.) However, I remembered a fellow blogger writing about AM, and I decided to sign up for it again... (I was signed up last year when I at a lower weight, and met up with a guy. He seemed to be displeased with me in person, and he never contacted me afterwards. So, I deleted my account.) Now, I have been getting great responses, and I've only been on the site for a week!!! I've already met three POTs, who I will name after more is confirmed. Perhaps, one of them can buy my new phone, and the other can give me his black card? Lol. Jk, but we'll see. :) XOXO Sabie

Unexpected Update on NOLA

So, of course, I was just being ubber paranoid. Everything, physical wellbeing, checks out okay! That was a lesson learned. Of course, it's always the hard way with me, but better now that later! Before I got things checked out, I sent NOLA a text asking why was he so deceitful. I've been trying to refrain from texting SDs that drop me, but I needed closure from this situation. He, out of nowhere, just stopped contacting me. At any rate, he tells me he's sorry for his abrupt nature, and that he is battling prostate cancer.  Of course, I'm sympathetic of this, but still question why he just did not tell me this in the first place. It kind of makes sense because he said he is in a hospital in Houston, and he had been traveling there a lot. Not only that, but I'm wondering if this was the business he was taking care before I joined him in Texas, last year. At any rate, this does not explain why he was still visiting the site. I mean, do you think he was just there to look at girls? Perhaps, he did not want to pay my flight to see him. So, he found a sugar baby in Houston, or super close? Idk, but whatever the circumstance, he should have told me when it occurred. I was so distraught, as you can tell from my earlier post. I really went into a self conscious state of mind that I had not seen in years! Yes, I know I should not let anyone's actions influence that, but it did. I can't help it, but I'm working on it! Hope all is well with you lovely! P.S. Not sure if I said so already, but I have a job!! I officially started last week with training, and received my first case yesterday! I'm very excited, if you can't tell! :)