Full Speed Ahead

NOLA Update: So, my phone is going out! Ugh! I explain this to NOLA, and he sends me money to get a new one. Well, another issue presented itself. I think I need new tires... So, now, I do not want to spend hundreds of dollars on a new phone when I need an entire set of tires.. What to do? I think I will purchase the tires, and get the new phone when I get paid next week?

NYC: I don't know. NOLA pushed it back to the second week of December. So, my hopes about that are low... SD Sitings: So, I have been getting very little responses from sd4me, and SA. (I'm taking extreme pride in being a plus size sb, and have displayed myself according on my profiles.) However, I remembered a fellow blogger writing about AM, and I decided to sign up for it again... (I was signed up last year when I at a lower weight, and met up with a guy. He seemed to be displeased with me in person, and he never contacted me afterwards. So, I deleted my account.) Now, I have been getting great responses, and I've only been on the site for a week!!! I've already met three POTs, who I will name after more is confirmed. Perhaps, one of them can buy my new phone, and the other can give me his black card? Lol. Jk, but we'll see. :) XOXO Sabie

Just the Two of US...

NOLA So, we're going to NY!!! Well, supposedly, we are. I am not confirming it until, the flight is booked! He wants to go to a Giants game, and I just want to go to NY! So, he said he is going to set everything up for early October. However, what about September? Haha! We were supposed to go to San Francisco. I know he a busy guy, but um.... Lol. At any rate, I began this post because I am endeavoring on a complete lifestyle change! I have been so unhealthy since moving back home, over a year ago now! Of course, I would like to get back to the weight I was then, but I also wanted to put healthy habits in place that will last forever, and not just until I have another depressive bout. In addition, I cannot go to New York feeling so sluggish!!! Lol.

Interesting Update

So, guess who's starting to contact me? Yep, it's NOLA. I guess his desired thin sugar babies aren't turning out to be what he expected!! (No offense to thin sugar babies! I still wish I were one! Lol.) At any rate, he's supposedly in the hospital for a reason I do not feel like discussing. (Nothing deadly, he's doing well.) I'm not sure what to do because he is starting to imply that we continue where we left off from. He actually still asks me if I've been working out, and implies that I "probably look good now". The nerve of him!!! (I'm actually 20lbs heavier than the last time he saw me, which is 40lbs heavier than when we met! Take that NOLA! Actually, that is not very healthy on my end.. Gotta love being depressed, right?!) Anyway, I just can't believe he is trying to get me back. My first mind, is saying, " HELL TO THE NO!!! I mean, he did leave me hanging with a no clue as to what went wrong! He did not even send a text!! On the other hand, he asked about my car.(We talked about my need of a new one on multiple occasions.) So, I told him, it's pretty much the same as before. He response, well, maybe I can help you with that when I get out of the hospital. Hmmm, I do need a new car, and I'm also trying to move out of my mom's. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IN THIS SITUATION!?!?

Unexpected Update on NOLA

So, of course, I was just being ubber paranoid. Everything, physical wellbeing, checks out okay! That was a lesson learned. Of course, it's always the hard way with me, but better now that later! Before I got things checked out, I sent NOLA a text asking why was he so deceitful. I've been trying to refrain from texting SDs that drop me, but I needed closure from this situation. He, out of nowhere, just stopped contacting me. At any rate, he tells me he's sorry for his abrupt nature, and that he is battling prostate cancer.  Of course, I'm sympathetic of this, but still question why he just did not tell me this in the first place. It kind of makes sense because he said he is in a hospital in Houston, and he had been traveling there a lot. Not only that, but I'm wondering if this was the business he was taking care before I joined him in Texas, last year. At any rate, this does not explain why he was still visiting the site. I mean, do you think he was just there to look at girls? Perhaps, he did not want to pay my flight to see him. So, he found a sugar baby in Houston, or super close? Idk, but whatever the circumstance, he should have told me when it occurred. I was so distraught, as you can tell from my earlier post. I really went into a self conscious state of mind that I had not seen in years! Yes, I know I should not let anyone's actions influence that, but it did. I can't help it, but I'm working on it! Hope all is well with you lovely! P.S. Not sure if I said so already, but I have a job!! I officially started last week with training, and received my first case yesterday! I'm very excited, if you can't tell! :)

Not Sweet Enough

The following is what I found online for a past sugar daddy. So unfortunately, this information wasn't available around the time I was researching him, before we met. The second response (below) is what I wrote. I could just be paranoid, but I will not know for sure until I see a doctor. I'm so scared.

I'm so pissed at myself for letting it get to this point. I'm sooo mad at myself for thinking about the sugar. In the end it's never worth it. I should've known this. It was all too good to be true. I'm obviously, officially done with the sugar hunting.

***Beware of him everyone!

escort
12 Oct 2012
= realtor. He books fake appts to waste your time as a joke
Call Type: Prank Call


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sugardaddyforme
23 min ago
********.... We talked for months before deciding to meet. Finally met, and he seemed to be nice, but I think he's infected with something, and is deliberatley spreading it to women in the site. He made me think we had more than a sugar relationship. Don't be like me, be safe and wrap it up. i was so dumb. Beware of this guy. He's very sweet, and convincing, but his intentions are shady. I haven't confirmed anything, but I believe he is on the site to harm women. I will update after I'm tested.
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Gambling on Change!

My Profile Changes

 

     Sorry, if I confused those following this blog!!! I had to change a few things on my profile because I left my phone out, and I think someone might have seen my blog. I am not ashamed of this blog, but I would not like certain people(Father, Sds, POTs, etc.) to see.

My Work Life

     I am still jobless. However, one of my SDs kind of offered me a job. The job will not be available until next year. So, I still need something in the meantime. Besides, we might not be in contact next year! I've been checking into different certifications that will help me with my search. I also went on an application spree yesterday, and I'm hoping something comes through! I have been home for four months, and I am sick to my stomach not being able to use my degree!

POTs

     So, since I posted last week, I have chatted with six different POTs!!! I am assuming that out of them all, I will probably actively pursue two! I've exchanged numbers with four of them. So far, only three of the four has had time to talk. I have a date this Thursday with one of them, Mr. Casino, at a casino. Lol. He is hoping I'll be his good luck charm, and I'm hoping I'll get lucky as well! ;) (I'm actually texting him, and Mr. Impatient, as I type this!) Jaja!

     Mr. Impatient just asked for nude photos! My response, "No, way, buddy!" Wth?! We've literally just exchanged numbers a few days ago!! I just asked him if that was a dealbreaker, and he said no. However, he also asked what does my free time look like! Hmmm, I'll have to be careful with him.

     At any rate, I don't have any other dates confirmed as of now! We'll see how things go with Mr. Casino. He seems sweet, but he's an older guy. Yea, most are, but I'm not used to them looking as old! Hehe. Until next time!!!