NYC and Sugar Update

NYC: So, nothing is booked yet, but he maintains that it will happen. He supposedly has work up there, and will be traveling their this month for it. I met him in Chicago last month. It was a good time. I met in downtown, and he noticed I did not have on any outerwear in the windy city. So, we went to find me something. We ended up deciding on a North Face vest.(I later exchanged it for a jacket. Lol.) The next day we drove to the city of his alma mater. It was refreshing to be in a college town. I'm missing that life, and I think he is as well.

Sugar: I had deleted all of my profiles, and was not going to dip anymore. However, I visited an old college friend, who never left the game, and became intrigued again. Aaaaah! Why can't I just be done! It's just something about older men that attracts me. Just signed up moments ago, and I already have a potential mate in mind! ~going where the wind takes me~

Interesting Update

So, guess who's starting to contact me? Yep, it's NOLA. I guess his desired thin sugar babies aren't turning out to be what he expected!! (No offense to thin sugar babies! I still wish I were one! Lol.) At any rate, he's supposedly in the hospital for a reason I do not feel like discussing. (Nothing deadly, he's doing well.) I'm not sure what to do because he is starting to imply that we continue where we left off from. He actually still asks me if I've been working out, and implies that I "probably look good now". The nerve of him!!! (I'm actually 20lbs heavier than the last time he saw me, which is 40lbs heavier than when we met! Take that NOLA! Actually, that is not very healthy on my end.. Gotta love being depressed, right?!) Anyway, I just can't believe he is trying to get me back. My first mind, is saying, " HELL TO THE NO!!! I mean, he did leave me hanging with a no clue as to what went wrong! He did not even send a text!! On the other hand, he asked about my car.(We talked about my need of a new one on multiple occasions.) So, I told him, it's pretty much the same as before. He response, well, maybe I can help you with that when I get out of the hospital. Hmmm, I do need a new car, and I'm also trying to move out of my mom's. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IN THIS SITUATION!?!?

Termina la vida azúcar!

     Well, I tried to anyway! I really did. I've been having a steady amount of interviews, and I received two callbacks for second interviews, followed by one callback for shadowing. So, I stopped actively looking for a sugar daddy after I was dumped for being too fat! Ha, go figure. At any rate, I just didn't think much of it until a POT contacted me for dinner and drinks. 

     This was definitely surprising for me because I hadn't seen him since early December! This is also the guy who never really did much besides dinner. So, I was actually thinking about canceling on him. However, I'm glad I didn't! At the end if our date he handed me, what turned out to only be, $100. I'm disappointed with the amount, but it shows hope for him. I think? We discussed plans for me to meet him in Chicago. He said he'd like to meet soon! So, we'll see! 

     I'm back in the sugar game, and not so sure I want to be. I'm really thinking, at least, one of the jobs will come through. I guess there's nothing wrong with keeping a bit of sugar on the side. Especially, being that I'm still single!